I don't know how to deal anymore.?

My ex and I were together from Sept. 2005 until Nov. 2007 and when we first broke up, I reacted as any girl who had a her heart broken would. Begging, pleading, blah, blah, blah. The thing was, I broke his heart first. I told him I wouldn't smoke weed or do any other drugs, but I did, and my "best friend" ratted me out to him.



It's April 08 now and I still miss him just as much as I did the week following the break up. I haven't talked to him in months but still can't shake his presence. If we pass each other in school, he will find another way to get to his class, just so he doesn't have to see me.



I COULD force myself on him and call him or message him from a friends account, but I don't want to seem like "the crazy ex girlfriend." I just want to talk to him and clear some things up for my own well being. Some of my friends think it's necessary that I do, and others think it's a bad idea. We're seniors in High School and graduating in early June. I'm just afraid of being forgotten.

I don't know how to deal anymore.?
He's done with you, enough said. You can still speak your mind, here's how.



Go into your room and write him a letter, say everything you have to say, get it all out! Tomorrow, reread the letter then rip it up into little pieces. OR...



If you can be in the house alone, or go somewhere where you can be alone, talk out loud, everything you want to say! You can speak softly or scream at the top of your lungs! It will help more than you know. OR...



Go into your room, grab a pillow and just start slamming it on your bed as hard as you can. If you can yell when you are hitting the mattress, go for it. The idea is to get this out of your system on your own so that you won't look like the "crazy ex girlfriend."



Everything happens for a reason, you might be better off without him once you let yourself believe it!
Reply:Just let your parents to deal with.Because they are very fond

of their children.
Reply:find a way to talk to him and beg him to listen to your explanation even for 5 mins,, but dont show that you really miss him cause you'll look like his "crazy ex-girlfriend",, tell him that you did this cause you only want to clarify evrything,, you'll be graduating so do this ASAP,, (the clock is running),, anyways, after the talk you'll feel a little better and when he realized everything, he might be the one who will come to you and also ask for your forgiveness!!



hehe,, goodluck!