Whats a man to do?

I will be honest with you people since u r taking the time to read this.i got home at 10 tonight i have 2 good friends whom i just visited im a 20 year old guy i havent had a GF since high school im one week away from FINISHING college to find now that i dont want to do this with my life(go figure im a kid who doesnt know who he wants to be).i sat down at the computer and surfed my way to this site and i am now telling you this because there is no one in my entire family nor either of my friends who i could ever say this to At the end of most of my days im ushually thinking about killing myself i quit smoking weed a month ago and i am still very deppressed i now know how im going to do it and i tried on my way home tonight but i aint got the guts.it wasnt the fear of god because i doubt he even exists i dont even know where the fear comes from n e more which leads me to believe ill be abel to pull this off soon.there is so much more i could say to make this clear but i only got 1000 ch

Whats a man to do?
Wait.



Wait until things get better.



I've been there before, where you're at. Endure the last week. And get through it.



What's that phrase? It's always darkest before the dawn? Yeah I know- maudlin. But it's true. Just hold on, and things will improve.



Sounds to me like you need a sabatical. A vacation, chill out for a while.



Once you're dead, no other options are available. With life, no matter how miserable, you've got options.
Reply:If you don't believe in God, and believe this is all there is...why would not existing be something appealing over the alternative?

You won't get to experience "not existing."

You won't get to experience how your death would be recieved by those you know.



What's the gain in ceasing existance exactly?



We all have pain. You may have a lot more pain than many others. But at least you exist and have SOMETHING to experience.



Dead isn't a new experience with your views that are absent of God.



Life goes on. Breathe in, breathe out, and experience all you can...while you can. And appreciate that you can.



God Bless.
Reply:i suggest you go and see a doctor and tell him....get on some anti depressants and some counseling wouldn't hurt......you are to young to think like this and your life is just beginning.....girl friends are not everything....in fact we can be a real pain at times......and that is not the root of your problem....go and see a doc and let him help you....then come back here and tell us you are doing much better.....take care, granny.......
Reply:Don't take the easy way out. Even though you feel like there is nothing left to live for, you really do. Life throws you so many obstacles, but you have to be strong enough to triumph over them. I've been where you're at now... I have the scars on my wrists to prove just that. It isn't worth it in the least. You will hurt so many people in your life if you succeed in killing yourself.



You are only 20. You have all the time in the world to seek out what you want to do with your life. It may seem as if nothing is going right for you, but give it time. Before you know, your life WILL turn around and you will look back on this day and realize the mistake you almost made, and you'll feel silly about the whole thing... I did.



As far as your belief that God doesn't exist... look a little harder. He's there, you're just not letting Him in. But if you choose not to believe, that's up to you. No judging on my end. But I do wish you wouldn't attempt suicide. Call a crisis hotline and they will help you. Try to get some sleep tonight and when you wake up in the morning, tell yourself "It's going to be a great day. This is day my life changes for the better." Think positively, and positive things will happen.



Good luck to you and I hope you make the right decision. Take care.